Last minute tickets to see The National, Wye Oak,...
Back to reality.
It was a real shock to come back to my house last night, notice I don’t use the word home. It feels so far from that at this point. Certainly I have my oasis, my perfect little bedroom, I would go insane without it. I went home to a few drunk roommates and my place in the worst condition I have probably ever seen it in. There were literally beer cans everywhere, it was as if they had taken...
The last few days have been incredible. Spending time around the house has never felt so comfortable. I was worried at one point this last summer that I had lost my home, that feeling was never going to happen again, not for awhile at least, this week has brought it back to me. I had a good dream last night for the first time in so long. I got to see my Dad in it, we hugged and I told him I missed...
My mom cracks me up.
“I haven’t been to an ihop since 1969”
Decided I really needed to come for a few days.
I felt like death yesterday and all I wanted was to sit on my moms couch and have her take care of me. It’s felt so good to be back home, I haven’t spent the night here in over a year I think. Plus I can tell it makes my mom really happy to have me around. I don’t care what I’m missing out on back on the other side of the water, I need a break from my social life. I need to...
Feeling so hungover today
But it’s worth it. last night we threw a fake prom “Under the Stars.” It was pretty fantastic to say the least. I had a great day running around buying decorations and acting silly with the girls. It feels great to be making such good friends again, and it helps that they remind me so much of me and my best friend. I’m finding my place here and it feels really good. Now I...
That shitty moment you feel like you are losing someone you felt so very close to…
not sure what can beat my friends singing happy...
but I am so excited for the rest of this weekend. Party tonight is going to be a shit show and I can’t hardly wait. Birthday weekend time, let’s fucking rage!
Had a lovely weekend.
I proactively worked on my friendships and already feel like I am on my way to creating some amazing connections with people I really trust. Above anything else I had way too much fun. Great conversations and dance party action on friday, and last night, well last night was a shit show, but it was so much fun. My body aches from riding my bike so much yesterday, but it’s the good kind of...
Dancing makes my heart happy
I really want to form concrete relationships.
Moving into a new house, going to a new school, going out all the time, I’ve met so many new people, yet I feel like I hardly have any new friends. Sure there are people I go out, people I stop and talk to, but none of them really know very much about me. I want to stay up late and tell each other our lives stories, tell one another all the craziest things we’ve done, share our deepest...